丢了，丢吧
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2009-10-08
This year
This year is a special year for me.This year life for me was really a special experience.Too many things happened,it let me knew the life's cruel and the real love of people.It let me appreciated life and the pain and helplessness,and through efforts to get a moment of joy.
In this year, I met a lot of people, a lot of different people, a lot I did not know and many people only living in this city.Many of them hurt me, and many of them care about me. Many of them give me grief, destroy my body. Many of them love me, care of me.They always appeared together, gave me grief gave me comfort,made me sad and moved.It same gave me a choice, let me choose which one is you want to do, good things or evil things. Of course, I would certainly choose the good, although this will allow me to have been surrounded by grief.
Life of the helplessness and the meaning of life is the issues that I has thought every day. I do not know the answer to this question, I just watched it all happen.People will never choose the quiet submissive, all the disappointments are thrown to God, that seems to be the same fate. In fact, God gave you the chance, do you are always ready to welcome such an opportunity Mody? SpongeBob Baby used to say "I'm ready," yes, ready, our lives will be good. Are you ready to begin?
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2009-10-03
Happy the Mid-Autumn Day!
没有了思念，我会惆怅。
Today is the first one I ever Mid-Autumn Festival.During festivals, fever, may seem particularly distressed.Rejected those who want to accompany me, I want myself to do whatever I want.I want to let me alone in this festival.I miss my family,I miss those days some people accompanied.But today,I'm alone.I would like to face the future alone, a person's life. Perhaps only in such day, I just particularly want to get married, want to have a warm home and a lovely daughter.
This is the moment to share love,this is the moment to feel love.Happy the Mid-Autumn Day!
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2009-09-27
纪子推荐
秋冬进补推荐，四物汤~男女都适用啊，喝出粉嫩的桃花面。
材料：当归、熟地、白芍、川芎各15g，鸡腿（去血），枸杞、红枣、姜；
做法：将四种中药放在温水中泡20分钟，小火煮20分钟，然后倒出，之需要留下汤。之后将鸡腿、姜跟红枣下锅，小火煲20分钟，之后加入枸杞和盐，之后出锅，就是香香的四物汤了~~
有空的时候煲给自己喝，过一个漂漂的冬天~
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2009-09-24
终将还是要走的
有些记忆开始变得模糊，甚至不知是真是假，是否真的存在过，还是仅仅是曾经属于我的你的或者他的美好的愿望。她就像一个记在牛皮本里的故事，早晚都会变黄之后腐烂。就当是看了一出别人演绎的闹剧，看过便忘记了，就这样忘记了，全然地无所谓。
突然地就想起了某个画面：四个人坐在同一张桌子上，他看着由他自编自导并参与演出的关于所谓爱情的肥皂剧，有些台词也许是设计好的，但更多的应该是即兴吧。他给了每个演员这出剧的主线，但是如何演绎及发展，全由演员们自己发挥，他知道他们一定会按照他的设想的剧情去发展的，因为他了解他和她，他唯一无法确定的便是另一个她，这是一个让他感到威胁及动摇他地位的人。很好玩儿，对么，直到现在我也还是很想知道，当时的你的感受。你会想笑么？还是感觉到前所未有的成就感？还是偶尔会冒出对罪恶的恐惧及忏悔呢？还是真的就认为你确实是一个公正的法官，你给了每个人他们想要的，包括你自己在内呢？你真的是聪明极了，像极了某个银行家家族的人，让你的目标客户以高昂的价格赎回了本该属于他的东西，又不菲吹灰之力地将所有的金币尽收囊中，此时，每一个人都还要感谢你，因为你就是那个公正的法官嘛！
怎么会莫名其妙地想起了这个画面？记忆是要被覆盖的，而且必须是由更深刻或者刺痛的记忆来覆盖才会有效。
将丹麦正式列入日程，终将还是要走的，早晚而已。感谢爸爸正式同意我出国。即将到来或者发生什么？我不知道。阿虎问，那生意呢？是需要时间将这一大盘交给接班人的，我相信他们能做的更好。应该不会在丹麦定居，还是会回来的，什么时候？真的不知道。我会想念大家的~
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2009-09-20
名字
表哥说他即将有一个儿子，表哥为此感到非常郁闷跟不安，表哥一点没有高兴的状态，表哥充满了忧郁，表哥的希望再一次落空，这一切皆是因为他即将有一个儿子。而，我一直都知道，他多么多么多么地希望能有一个女儿，他和我有着同样的希望。他说，他已经为女儿起好了名字叫若雅，我说，那就留着给我用吧，于是我的女儿今天正式有了名字叫若雅。
之所以谈到名字，是因为我向他大肆宣扬了我女儿的名字。曾经我觉得我女儿应该叫张枪花，如果不幸地有了儿子，那么他应该叫张重塑，英文名叫Michael。我是很认真的，虽然zl曾经为此说我强权，说我净想没影的事儿。他建议叫张猫王，我说小名儿可以考虑用这个。当然我希望这一切会实现：）
考虑好了，我决定还是留在中国生活。我已经没有勇气再换一个国家去生活了，如果是五年前，我想我会考虑。虽然是一个童话般的王国，但是，我离不开这里。所以，让一切恢复到它原来的样子吧，我拒绝再去做任何改变了。
